Born the same day only twenty years apart,
that’s not what you wanted i know that now.
You became my father but never in your heart,
to live life unwanted, i dont know how…
Growing up in fear of making a mistake,
say the wrong things or just being me.
I have my self to blame for the pain you make,
that’s what i was told when you didn’t let me be.
You didn’t have any love to give,
left me with a broken heart, anger and emptiness.
And you didn’t even want to live,
so you ended it and left me with all your mess.
I will never forgive and never forget,
I wish i would have told you before you died.
That’s the only thing i will ever regret,
all your words you did nothing but lied.
You hide your true colors for other to see,
no one knew what you did.
Only your family and defenetly me,
from everyone else your personality was hid.
You ruined 6 lives,
we are better off without you anyway.
two familys four children and two wives,
moving on every singel day.
I miss the father i never had,
life is better with you in the ground.
I don’t miss you and I don’t feel bad,
peace and quiet, you can’t make a sound.